My lazy ovaries

After another 6 am doctor visit and a 2 hour wait in the waiting room, it looks like I am not responding to the max dosage of meds they can give me. My right ovary is growing one follicle, the rest are stagnant. The one follicle would be growing with or without the meds. The doctor I saw today said that by this time, something should be happening in there, and if my bloodwork results come back showing my hormone levels stagnant, then they will probably just cancel this cycle! I don't understand. My RE originally told me that it might take longer for me to stim because of how long I was on BC pills (3 months versus the typical 1 month they put you on). I have to wait for my nurse to call me this afternoon and tell me what to do...keep taking my meds or stop them altogether. But even if I continue taking them for another 2 days, I am losing hope that anything is going to grow in there. If I can't even grow an egg, how am I ever going to grow a baby? :(